Honestly, I've gone thru lots of sad moments if compares to the happy moments, is like around 2 days i will haf 1 sad time? Hehehe I kinda glad that I havent sad till the time I go free falling from KLCC or KL Tower. =P I might do it one day.. who noes?
A list of some thing bad and good happen in my life :
-1992 : Fell backwards, cause impact at brain.
-1994 : Dad admit to hospital this year, my nitemare year
-1996 : Dun feel like mention, but is a sad
-1997 : Injured right feet during football practice
-1999 : Life turning point =D
-2000 : Injured hamstring and Knee. Food poisoning in Dare to Die camp.(M not one of them )
-2002 : Admitted to SJMC due to knee injured
-2003 : Disable 2 days and sat on wheelchair due to knee injured
-2004 : Back injured due to fell from broken chair.
Hehe looks like I got injured year by year and now the only prob is my knee !! But .. sorry to say that I wont be goin to any operation till my mom agree. Tried talk to her and she noes bout what I haf on my knee, she was there when I was in UH. yet she seems like dun care bout it, coz I still able to stand on my feet and walk. But the truth is, my knee prob is getting serious year by year, day by day.
Actually, I am not a weak person, or a person who seldom goes for sports and so on. The fact is, I love sports alot and I cant bear with the truth that I no longer able to run and jump around. I can't imagine what will i goin to do when I not able to stand on my own legs anymore. I probably just suicide..
Sometimes I really duno why my life is kinda miserable, is like sad and sad and sad and sad all the time. Growing up in this kinda situation makes me good in hiding my feelings most of the time. I wont simply tell ppl when I am sad or not, even when ppl ask, I will just say Im cool, Im ok and so on. No idea y ..
Bleeh .. sad sad life .. sad sad moments .. Wish my life could be better.
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